thecompanionsdoctor:

thecompanionsdoctor:

The thing that sucks about mental illness is that if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, nobody cares. Nobody cares until you reach their standard, and that standard is when your problem is bad enough to effect them

The amount of people who can relate to this makes me equally incredibly sad and immensely angry

(via purpleandorangesheep)

Don’t mind my self-memo about That one friend you think is the BEST but never answers


In an effort to stop hoping to be considered the “important” friend in my friend’s life, I’m trying to make that friend seem less significant. I call this a ‘friend crush’. Like how you can constantly check on someone  you have a “crush” on, or how you jump to respond and think they’re the coolest person ever? Friend crush is that but you are wanting to be the friend, not the significant other. No romantic interests.

Phase 1: Stop making sure he’s okay on social media. There are never any changes, but I worry because he’s a friend and I check on everyone. That needs to stop, he doesn’t need my worry.

Phase 2: Don’t communicate to him. Facebook, or texting. I love having someone to talk to who I know doesn’t have any designs on me, and is someone I can genuinely admire for who they want to be, and to be an important person in this awesome person’s life. But I am not that person to him anymore and I need to act like it.

Phase 3: Limit reminders. Those songs he encouraged me to listen to, songs I associated with our friendship, those memories I have of talking to my (then)best guy friend, I need to distance from.

Phase 4: Set up penalties for relapsing.
If he talks to me, I can respond. But if I have this much success, and shoot him a text over something stupid and small, and I know he won’t answer but I’ll secretly hope the phone buzzing is an answer for the next 10 hours, I could slip right back into FRIENDCRUSH mode.

Wish me luck?

lolsofunny:

 



We used to be best buddies,
But now we’re not.
I wish you would tell me why…

OH MY HEART

'Do you wanna punch a Nazi? It kinda has to be a Nazi.'

lolsofunny:

 

We used to be best buddies,

But now we’re not.

I wish you would tell me why…

OH MY HEART

'Do you wanna punch a Nazi? It kinda has to be a Nazi.'

(Source: vegandragon, via of-mice-and-menly-men)

I feel like I’m going to be sick I’m so angry/upset/sad right now…


reddragon-and-redbeard:

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Oh honey I’m so sorry. It probably isn’t a huge comfort out there in your real world, but on here we’ve got your back and love you to bits.
atlaandlok4life:

Quotes from ATLA! 😊😊 

#avatar #avatard #avataraang #aang #katara #kataang #atla #thelastairbender #toph #suki #sokka #zuko #zutara #air #water #earth #fire #momo #appa #iroh #otp

atlaandlok4life:

Quotes from ATLA! 😊😊

#avatar #avatard #avataraang #aang #katara #kataang #atla #thelastairbender #toph #suki #sokka #zuko #zutara #air #water #earth #fire #momo #appa #iroh #otp


You were lucky to be born

You were lucky to be born

(Source: okidenshi)

http://5deadmice.tumblr.com/post/74751831910/so-you-make-me-come-to-this-stupid-thing-and-you


5deadmice:

So you make me come to this stupid thing, and you cry the whole fucking time. You tell then how much of a terrible person I am. You bite your fucking nails, and act like it’s the end of the world, even though you fucking brought me here. You did this. You complain because my interests have…

Fuckit indeed.
You sound awesome.

(via 5deadmice-deactivated20140531)

deanbbywinchester:

Remaining positive is incredibly difficult. I was supposed to leave Lawton over a month ago, and the taxes still haven’t come.

It legitimately feels like the entire fucking world is against me, like the people I used to trust and be close to absolutely hate the fact that I haven’t killed myself yet.

I’m so sick of feeling alone. Feeling worthless and unwanted.

You aren’t worthless, you are wanted.
Is it inappropriate to say ‘family doesn’t end with blood’? I don’t care, we’re a fandom family, we’re on Tumblr, one of the most supportive social sites in the world,
and you are not alone.
I’m so sorry you’re feeling so down.

(via deanbbywinchester-deactivated20)

insanity4u:

I’m sad and angry and frustrated and sad and depressed and I’m dying. Just put me out of my misery.

If by put you out of your misery you mean wrap you in a fuzzy blanket and watch fandom shows with you and eat pizza until you feel better, sure.

(via insanity4u-deactivated20140429)